The huge deadline of last week is over! I know I wrote that yesterday, but it is just hitting me now - it is over. I have already told my boss that I am taking this Friday off, and I will head over to the western slope and visit my sponsor for the weekend. I am so very greatly looking forward to that!
I have hope in my heart again this morning. The last month has been incredibly difficult. I am so grateful that no matter how difficult life seems to be, I don't have to pick up a drink. No matter how dark things seem to get from time to time, I know that the light is around the corner. The light is peaking in right now. This is one of the tremendous advantages of staying sober day after day, year after year, decade after decade... you learn to trust that "this too shall pass."
Oh, and I don't think I was truly "sick" this past weekend. I think I was so tired that my body was just telling me to lay down! Too bad I couldn't honor that.
"Believe more deeply. Hold your face up to the Light, even though for the moment you do not see." -- As Bill Sees It, p. 3