I am too tired. This looked like the first pretty photo in my photo library... hence, I picked it.
I failed to mention that I had a migraine yesterday, came home from work at noon and spent the afternoon in bed. I feel wiped out today. I went to see my physician this afternoon to tell him that I am having a great number of migraines. We came up with some strategies.
And I will have an MRI of my foot.
Right now I am just wiped out. I am waiting for my b.f.'s phone call and then I will go to sleep.
Tomorrow I will get up early and go to the swimming pool. Then I will go to work and deal with an extremely difficult situation... that I did not handle well today.
Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired... these things an alcoholic should avoid. I am tired enough to make me angry. So I am TA, or AT. Not LH, or HL.
I believe that God can do some of his best work while we are sleeping. I will trust that he will work on me while I am slumbering tonight. Perhaps I will wake up in the morning feeling refreshed and generous of spirit. I can pray for those things.
In the meantime, I can thank him for the things I know I am grateful for.
A very short list would start with:
Those lovely crickets outside serenading me
A soft comfortable bed
A family I love enough to worry me
A job I care enough about to react poorly about
And on and on and on....