No more mid-morning runs. No more mid morning, mid afternoon, and mid evening naps. No more snacking all the live long day.
I am back to work today! Yay!
I have enjoyed my vacation, but I am happy to be going back to work. I stopped into my office yesterday afternoon because I needed something. It looked so pretty. My desk chair was so comfortable.
If only I could just appreciate the job for what it is and not worry about what everyone else is doing, my work life would be much happier. In the last couple of months, I have watched someone else get promoted around me... the job I have been hanging around waiting for years for it to open, certain that I would get it. Then I applied for another job and didn't get that either.
My sponsor keeps saying a big change is around the corner for me. I thought it was nursing school. Then I thought it was teaching. Maybe the big change is in my own psyche.
"Happiness isn't having what you want, it is wanting what you have." (I don't know who to attribute this to, does anyone?)
Today I want what I have. I am so incredibly grateful for this life I have today.
"We know that God lovingly watches over us. We know that when we turn to Him, all will be well with us, here and hereafter." -- Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions, p. 105