Friday, February 29, 2008

Post #891

Yesterday I came home from church and decided I was not only tired but had a headache and felt generally unwell. So I stayed home from work. I went back to bed and was having many dreams of my upcoming trip to Alaska... including being at some sort of lodge with my nephew and other relatives, there were grills in front of the lodge, and I was waiting for lunch. In my real world, the phone rang and in my sleepiness, I answered it. It was my former boyfriend, and I sleepily told him I was dreaming about hot dogs. Hot dogs cooking on a grill and I was waiting for my bun to be just right... and then I realized how pornographic that sounded. He thought so too. Oh, in my dream those hot dogs just looked so good, I thought about them all day - in a purely food way. Not that hot dogs are pure food - and that is probably why I seldom, in reality, eat them.

I crossed a couple of lines yesterday on my blog. I deleted some of it. Some of it was comments on another's blog and I left them there, but apologized. And of course, the apology was used as another way to slam me.

You know what? I am really tired. My life is feeling a bit overwhelming. It is a good life, but I am tired. Tomorrow is my last day of school for this semester and I am really really really glad.
  • I think that teaching is the straw that broke the camel's back, so to speak. (Scott, this is another of my friends malapropisms, "sort of speak.")
  • My daughter is running wild and no one will let her take my granddaughters anymore... she goes crazy every February and March... I have no idea why.
  • I am training for a marathon, which is physically and mentally beneficial, but tiring.
  • Tonight I am taking my daughters out to the Ethiopian Restaurant for their birthday dinner - a first, I am not cooking - this makes me sad, but I have no choice right now.
  • Work has turned into a perpetual nightmare and isn't expected to change much soon.
Thanks for listening. Phew. I feel better now.

9 comments:

Rob N. said...

HALT!

peace.

Scott W said...

Thanks for another entry on my list--sort of speak.

Take good care, we only get this day every four years!

Syd said...

The hot dog and bun dream is interesting. I've had colorful dreams of a pornographic nature before but not as symbolic as yours. More direct would be how I describe mine. I hear you on the tired feeling. I was home yesterday too--just slept most of the day.

dAAve said...

I hope your buns didn't get too crusty.
Me thinks that the changes you're experiencing are uncomfortable for you. What else is new?

Anonymous said...

hope you enjoy the birthday dinner and have a chance to relax this weekend. - wendy

Pam said...

I'm ready for you to quit that damn job!
As long as you're running....run on over to a new employer..one who will appreciate you more!
Just sayin'...little mustard green.

MICKY said...

Mary Christine Said:
I crossed a couple of lines yesterday on my blog. I deleted some of it.

Some of it was comments on another's blog and I left them there, but apologized.

And of course, the apology was used as another way to slam me.

I absolutely will not engage with you any further. I apologize if I have caused any harm to you.

Please Micky. We are brothers and sisters in Christ.


MICKY SAID:
My Dear Deluded Mary,
Did Bill Wilson die on a cross for your sins?


How is that possible (We are brothers and sisters in Christ.), when you attend a Satanic Cult (AA)??

"No one can serve two masters. He will either hate one and love the other, or be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon. (Matthew 6: 24).

I will never compromise when it comes to my Lord & Saviour, Jesus Christ!!

I love you, Mary, & I will pray for you, the next time I attend ROSARY.

Do you love me?

I, MICKY, AM THE TRUTH & BEAUTY THAT SURROUNDS THE LORD.

MICKY said...

Mary Christine said...
I absolutely will not engage with you any further.

MICKY SAID:
Dear Mary Christine.
I felt some pain reading your comments. Can you see how you "cut people off" (fear of intimacy), when you are challenged?

Has AA turned you into an emotionally shutdown, cowardly, shape - shifting, Bill Wilson zombie, Mary?

I love you Mary! Do you love me? How do you feel?

I, MICKY, AM THE LORDS LIGHT & SALVATION FOR OTHER PEOPLE.

MICKY said...

Zane-nawwaa said...
Oh Dear. The devil from down under strikes again.

MICKY SAID:
My Dear Zane,
You are of your father the devil, and your will is to do your father's desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, and has nothing to do with the truth, because there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks out of his own character, for he is a liar and the father of lies. (John 8:44).

Please enter HELL, Zane-nawwaa!!
www.djhell.de/ - 6k

I, MICKY, AM THE HOLY ONE OF GOD.