I am going to the gym to run on the treadmill this morning. This is my last long run before the race in 2 weeks. I feel utterly unprepared to run a half marathon in 2 weeks, but I will go and do my best. I did manage to run 10 miles last Sunday.
Yesterday was a day full of AA fellowship. I went to my morning meeting and then stood outside for a long time talking with a man I have known since he got sober - which was in 1999. We talked about the group and some of the things that have happened, recently and not so recently. It was good to talk with him. It was good to talk to someone about why I left the group and why I came back. It is good that he actually cares.
Last night I went to the monthly soiree´ of the group. I haven't been to one since August. It was so good to be there.
I better get ready to get to the gym. I can't believe I have the courage to face the gym on January 4. There will be so many people there. I am sure the earlier I get there, the less crowded it will be.
Have a good and sober Sunday everyone, OK?