I didn't go to the meeting I had planned today because I stayed too late at work. I am in the midst of some ugly stuff at work. But you all knew that. It is what I do. It has just never been quite this ugly.
I think I am ready to be homeless or pick onions or clean toilets or just do something else.
But as long as I am where I am, I will keep slogging along, doing the best I can, trying to be of service to God and my fellows until such a time as it is clear that I should be somewhere else.
"I fear only one thing, to keep my own will." St. Therese of Lisieux