Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Finding my Way
My new job has changed my life dramatically. It is exciting and I am grateful, let me say that first. But, oh my goodness! The number of hours I have put in over the last week is just ridiculous! And I started out tired from finishing up my old job. I have not worked out in over a week now - with the exception of a 2 mile walk on Saturday. I don't know where I will squeeze it in. I don't have time in the morning and I am too tired at night.
I worked all day Sunday and for 11 hours yesterday to get my first project finished. It was due at 3:30 yesterday and I didn't get it finished until 5:38. I spent several hours feeling quite sick while trying to finish it. I was fighting those drunk feelings - the guilt and feeling like a f***-up. I HAD to fight those feelings because they are not productive.
Oh, and I don't have time to blog in the morning and I am too tired at night too.
I don't know where God finds time to help me with things like this, but I know he always has. I will ask for his help and go out with confidence that it is "under control."