Friday, January 06, 2012
My future has been up in the air since the end of October. By the end of today, I should know where I am working. That's all I am going to say about that.
I am weary of the sepia of winter. I love bright colors so much. I love roses and tulips and lilacs. But my reality is another 3 months of winter. I end up doing all kinds of things to "trick" myself into not going into a depression at this time of the year. One of my favorites is the tanning salon.... I haven't been there since July and I am trying to stop altogether. We'll see if I am able.
OK, I am dull today. Too much going on. Too much in the air.
But I do know I am sober. I am grateful for that. I am grateful for a loving God who somehow cares for me every single day of every single year.