killed himself yesterday. Oh man, those words even look ugly. I have known Eddie since I got sober. He was 50 years old, but to me, Eddie will always be the 20 something guy I knew back then. He was terminally ill. I could speculate about all the things that led to this, but I can't fathom the fact that Eddie - so much a part of the fabric of my life - is gone.
My sponsor said she would come over and just sit with me and I just might let her.