Friday, January 27, 2006

My friend Eddie

killed himself yesterday. Oh man, those words even look ugly. I have known Eddie since I got sober. He was 50 years old, but to me, Eddie will always be the 20 something guy I knew back then. He was terminally ill. I could speculate about all the things that led to this, but I can't fathom the fact that Eddie - so much a part of the fabric of my life - is gone.

My sponsor said she would come over and just sit with me and I just might let her.

5 comments:

Sam said...

My condolences... I feel for you.

dAAve said...

same as sam

NMAMFQLMSH said...

That sucks.......I'm sorry.
I see you,
JJ

Trudging said...

I am so sorry!

AAwoken said...

Be grateful for the time you had with him.