Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Winter's Darkest Day
This morning I found myself in a foul mood. I was waiting for word about my interview last week and the results from my MRI. Both of them impact my future plans. I got the MRI results later today. No stress fracture - that is the good news. The bad news is that I still have no idea the hell is the matter with my foot. The doc said "rest." Yeah, right doc, you will really think that's a good idea when I show up weighing 300 lbs.
I wrote my coach and she suggested I try minimalist shoes. I will do that. I will go out on Saturday morning (weather permitting) and do a few miles. I cannot sit for the rest of my life. Spinning and swimming are just not doing it for me.
I still haven't heard about the job - and have since decided that I don't really want it. I am dreading the phone call. Dreading.
I am extremely tired and need to go to bed.
I can say that I am grateful that I am sober and able to face whatever the future holds - with God's help.