I woke up with a startling realization on Wednesday morning at 3 a.m. I woke up at 3 a.m. on Thursday trying to think about how this is going to work. And the wind woke me this morning, but once my mind was awake, it was thinking again.
I have talked about this new and startling revelation with my sponsor and my older (and much wiser) sister - and they both think it is a great idea.
But it changes everything. I have to let go of so much. But how well I know that in the past every thing I have let go of has been more than replaced.
"We trust infinite God rather than our finite selves. We are in the world to play the role He assigns. Just to the extent that we do as we think He would have us, and humbly rely on Him, does He enable us to match calamity with serenity." -- Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 68