I told my daughter "I don't want to move!" She had to tell me, "you're not moving Mom."
I have lived here since September 2001. I had very mixed feelings about this house for a number of years. It really cost too much when I moved in. My mortgage payment killed me for a couple of years. (But I paid it anyway, and cut corners elsewhere - so, No Bailout For Me!) It has only been in the last 4 or 5 years that I have been financially able to do the things I have wanted to do with the house. I have wanted to put in wood floors since I moved in, and now I am going to be able to. I am thrilled with this.
But the practical aspect of packing up my stuff? It is freaking me out. It feels like setback for some reason. And in nearly 7 and a half years, I have got some "stuff." And it needs to go.
A literal housecleaning I guess. And that is probably good.