Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sunday Morning

Just took a swim. It is beautiful outside. I don't know what I am doing today. I am awaiting a call or e-mail from the new man. We are supposed to be getting together this afternoon.

GOD HELP ME WITH THIS PLEASE.

I'm fine, really. Fine. Just fine. No fear here. Feeling vulnerable and exposed is just fine with me, I can handle it.

"When we became alcoholics, crushed by a self-imposed crisis we could not postpone or evade, we had to fearlessly face the proposition that either God is everything or else He is nothing. God either is, or He isn't. What was our choice to be?" -- Alcoholics Anonymous, p. 53

4 comments:

BigSkymAAck said...

I am happy for you and what is going on in your life. The FINE used 3 times in one paragraph though presented questions.
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dAAve said...

Now, don't go and have a meltdown.
Unless the M-A-N likes butter.

Sober Chick said...

Sounds like you are having some adventurous moments. Adventure can be a good reason for these feelings! Excitement, nervousness, ah, those expectations. I hope that you have a wonderful evening tonight.

Shannon said...

MC, I am so excited for you!!!!